adversaire

Before I met you, colors didn’t mean a thing to me They simply existed - Then you came along And you showed me colors that didn’t even exist And then… you were gone And my colorless world was no longer enough to sustain me My heart breaks each day I open my eyes and see nothing but grey around me I still think about you in colors that don’t exist I can see them in my dreams The only time you’re near

We need to get lost. We need to be vindictive and hurt people. Drink too much, not get enough sleep, look in the mirror and not recognize the person looking back at us. Tell that person to fuck off, and keep wandering. But, like all things that are lost, we will eventually be found. There will be consequences, collateral damage, headaches, nights of deep thought, and apologies to be made - especially to yourself. But that part comes later. Right now, I'm at the beginning, staring into the abyss of the unknown, getting ready to step off the edge - ready to get lost.

I live every day without you as I did with you I wake up Go to work Hang out with friends Eat food, laugh, smile, cry But just because I live It does not mean that I'm alive

You are the moon Put in the sky To illuminate My nights To save me From the dark That resides Within my soul And pull me back to safety - Like the tide I am a victim To gravitational pull

You are my favorite book Flipping through your pages I can see All of the things That are beautiful in the world exist Because you Exist And I want to read you over And over Again Until I die

It's true that we are very good at hurting each other, but we are also very good at loving each other, and for this we will always be inexplicably drawn towards one another. There will be days I wake up next to you, and many more in which I won't; but believe me, you are the love of my life. We've just always, at best, been the unfortunate victims of bad timing and broken hearts.

One day You will fall apart And I will still be there In love with the pieces

What am I If not meant for you? What purpose do these bones serve If not to be entangled with yours?

what would you do if i marched right up to you and kissed you if i threw my arms around you swore that i loved you made you look me in the eyes and demanded you to deny me if you could would i be setting myself up for failure again or would you try to deny it and almost fail i wonder would you say you love me too? if i could get the courage .....i would try maybe one day i will i can't lose what i don't have

maybe it'd be better if instead of stopping to talk we just walked by that instead of resting in your arms a brief hug was exchanged maybe it'd be better if we didn't know each other and i didn't like you and you didn't maybe like me maybe it'd be better maybe it'd be better if we were both happy or maybe if for once you were the one that was crying and i was the one oblivious to the tears maybe it'd be better don't you think? and while we're on the subject maybe it'd be better if the sky was always grey there were no flowers no sunshine maybe it'd be better if it was always cold and drizzling and there was no happine

rockets away and in seconds i'm there, landing on the top of a mountain stepping out of the craft first footprints on extraterrestial soil but somthings not right my g's are all at zero and i'm floating away i should go home, they're probably missing me back on earth but i'm all out there now in the middle of it all and somehow... far above it floating through space